I'm giving up on today.

     My brain is in the biggest fog today. I'm forgetting people's names, why I walked into rooms, and even what I'm saying in the middle of sentences. I left my keys in the front door, the freezer door open, and so on and so forth. I'm quite frustrated. Prince Charming recommended just taking a bath and going to bed.

    Due to lack of brain function, this will probably not make much sense and probably be incredibly short.

    I read an article the other day about the habits of incredibly organized people. I figured it would be something that I could learn from. One of the things that it recommended was writing everything down. I already do that. I even write on my hand when I don't have paper. I have so many stupid lists - it adds to the clutter problem. Do you know how many lists I've thrown away going through piles of my junk? Do you know how many trees I am personally responsible for killing? And yet, I my home is no closer to looking like that of an organized person. (Though, considering how unorganized I was 10 years ago... I've improved. I have to also say that though it looks unorganized - and is to a point - I usually know where everything is in my home. Or at the very least the general area that it should be in... except for all the tape that I bought at Christmas... I have no idea where all of THAT went.)

     Even though they may not help, I still write them anyway. They calm my nerves. I can be uptight, nervous and I'm a worrier. I'm also a procrastinator. It all adds up to a big mess. Writing helps keep me sane. I currently have two lists I'm working on: the list of all of the things I have to do tomorrow - and the list of everything I need to pack. (My Bestest Gal Friend Forever is getting married - speaking of which, I should probably write down a handkerchief since I'm probably going to bawl my stinking eyes out at said wedding...) These lists seem tremendously long - I would have done most of those things today, but considering the issues I'm having today... I probably would have hurt myself.

    Now, if you'll excuse me for the night, I'm going to take Prince Charming's advice.

    Goodnight world.